♥___Sarah (meadsy07) wrote in advice_chic,

Hi, I'm posting this here because I don't really think I can tell anyone close to me and I have no idea what to do. Yesterday I was on my dad's laptop, which is normal our whole family kinda uses it. But he had just come home from work with it and when I opened it he had left up his email. There were these emails between him and some lady, a name I've never heard. But they were telling each other they love each other and she was asking him if he'll be moving out soon and how it's driving them insane that they have such limited conversation etc. It was sickening. My father's been "happily" married to my mother for almost 25 years. I'm one of five children. We're all devout Catholics. I've always respected my dad more than anyone else I know. He's a doctor so he works alot and isn't home often but he's never been a bad father in any way. He and my mother fight sometimes like any couple does but they still always appear happy and in love. I can't believe it and I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do with his information it doesn't seem real. I literally sat in school all day not even knowing if i dreamt this or if i really read all of it. I'm close with my siblings but I don't want to tell them because I can't stand the burden of knowing this and I don't want them to have to deal with it either, or think of our Dad the way I now do. I'm just so confused. Am I supposed to try and forget about this and carry this weight around for the rest of my life? I haven't told my close friends or my boyfriend because I'm kind of ashamed.. Divorce is never even a question in my family..I can't even imagine my father would even THINK of leaving us. My youngest brother's only 10. I'm just shocked and hurt and disappointed and confused and I have no idea what to do? Help? In any way? Please?
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